| Its wired that my xanga is 1857 days old, and it should be longer considering I deleted my first account. This xanga makes me a lil sad. "Sucking at life" is actually funny though it sounds bad. It was an inside joke with me and Shawna RIP. I miss her because she was too funny. Anyways I've been working hard on my car and school. Its crazy that on my first page it goes back two years. I think this is the time I actually mean that I'll start updating this thing again. I feel like I need a journal in my life again. I had the weirdest dream last night that actually involves shawna. It was a dream where i was walking some busy place and a girl walks by that looks like shawna. When I turn around to take a double take she turns around too and says yes I'm back for a little bit. We talk and catch up for a little bit and she shows me her ghost powers then she has to go. She says "don't worry" I'll see you again. It was just a freaky dream.
Hmmm bears are 3-1 going for 4-1. Hopefully they stick it to those wretched Falcons.
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| Hmm I guess first of all xanga fails for making this new interface more complicated. I don't like it. I like my xanga straight foward and simple. If I want to spend too much time screwing with stuff I got my Myspace for that reason. Anyways life is pretty good. It is definitely interesting. I would have never figured a couple years ago that I would almost never talk or so my best friend marcus ever. I can't even get ahold of him. His phone account is suspended. Hmm... I miss the old days quite a bit. Drugs are gay. This xanga is many years old now. I have some friends that were freshmen in highschool and now they will be graduating in like less then a month. How intense is that. I feel like everything is just as;ldgkja;ldghag. Life comes and goes by quick. Its really fun going to bars with friends now that are turning 21 also. Its just too expensive haha. I honestly have tons of stuff on my mind though. Maybe this journal just does that to me though. I haven't talked to Shawna in awhile. I wonder how her chemotherapy is going. I worry about her. What's really aggravating right now is the fact that I lost my phone a couple weeks ago and I lost 100's of phone numbers. I can't call like anyone. GRRRR..... anyways enough complaining. It's kinda funny that I've posted such few entries that on my first page I see an entry from May 24,2007. O well. Its sad I know. I'll write more. Promise.
-Chris
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| Give or take a couple years back Xanga used to be a place where everyone would write about the highs and lows of life. Where you could almost at least keep up to date with friends you rarely get to talk to. It's pretty much dead though. I feel likes its only here for people to vent when they have nothing else and realized they had this little "journal." I was thinking about how this winter I never once read that anyone was excited for snow. There wasn't anyone talking about the first snow of the year. No Christmas lists, or New Years Resolutions.... no hilarious stories. It's too bad.
Maybe most people have matured in this time period, (most likely). Probably most people don't have time. I don't know. O well this is just a random rant. I'm up kinda early on a Saturday waiting for people to wake up.
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| Is it bad to be expecting something bad to happen? Its just that I have everything going for me, and I'm just waiting for something bad because I feel like I can only go down from here.
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| hmmm six days until this xanga is 1000. Old. HAHA
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